The writing's on the wall for you my friend. For starters, I don't think anyone here understands a thing you're trying to say! Secondly, a life in and out of the fathomless depths of voyeurism has obviously taken it toll in your case. You are completely flipped!!!

Fifty years of debased degradation have had an effect on the kodu eestlase world view.

Such self-loathing usually expresses itself in perversely inappropriate decision making and justifications therefor. This is why some women return, time and again, to the husbands that beat them. This is why some men will repeatedly drink or drug themselves long past the slap-happy sleep-it-off bounds of normal recreation.

And it is why a significant part of the Estonian population earnestly believes that joining the EU was a big mistake.

It may even be why Maxim keeps coming back here for more.

Pardon me, Maxim..... I should have specified an example that you didn't compose yourself.